This weekend I spend a lot of time regrouping and figuring out what path I want my life to take.
And I think I figured it out.....and then...I am hit with a personal foul.
On Sunday I am just starting to feel better about not being able to get pregnant and to readjust my life...I start to exhibit some very strange symptoms. I won't go into details except to say that I was very nauseous all day. I woke up feeling sick and it didn't change all day.
At some point I start to think maybe what if despite not being able to I am pregnant.
I know it is a long shot but the thought did cross my mind.
And I start to get a little excited. I even Googled common early pregnancy symptoms...of the 17 most common ones I had 12. I kept telling myself that there are other reasons that I may be sick but that thought keep returning....what if??
Then on Monday when I woke up sick again...I thought maybe just maybe.
And then The Ex-Wife/Friend called and the "pseudo" step-daughter has a stomach bug.
OOOOHHHHH...I am sick not pregnant.
Just when you get things figured out life slaps you in the face and says "How do you like me now?"