Running in Circles

I think I am in a transitional place in my life. And just when I think I am making progress and about to move forward I am thrown a curve ball.

This weekend I spend a lot of time regrouping and figuring out what path I want my life to take. 

And I think I figured it out.....and then...I am hit with a personal foul.

On Sunday I am just starting to feel better about not being able to get pregnant and to readjust my life...I start to exhibit some very strange symptoms. I won't go into details except to say that I was very nauseous all day. I woke up feeling sick and it didn't change all day.

At some point I start to think maybe what if despite not being able to I am pregnant. 

I know it is a long shot but the thought did cross my mind. 

And I start to get a little excited. I even Googled common early pregnancy symptoms...of the 17 most common ones I had 12. I kept telling myself that there are other reasons that I may be sick but that thought keep returning....what if??

Then on Monday when I woke up sick again...I thought maybe just maybe. 

And then The Ex-Wife/Friend called and the "pseudo" step-daughter has a stomach bug. 

OOOOHHHHH...I am sick not pregnant.

Just when you get things figured out life slaps you in the face and says "How do you like me now?"