Last night I figured out what is wrong with me. Why I am in this temporary funk.
Its cause I am CRAZY!!!!!
Not the she needs to be locked away crazy or I am dangerous to anyone crazy but definitely crazy.
I was home relaxing with The BF and the "pseudo" step-kids and while we were enjoying Discovery channels Shark week I realized that I am waiting for something bad to happen (sharks attacking people will do that to you). Everything is going to good something bad has to be lurking? Like any minute now a great white shark is going to swim up and bite off my foot while I am watching TV.
See that is crazy!!!!
Do I really belief a shark will be swimming in my family room? No!
But I am waiting for some drama or tragedy to unfold right before my eyes.
Is it from years of watching horror movies?
Is it due to the fact that I read to many mysteries/suspense books in my life?
Maybe I have watched to many Lifetime movies.
It could be my teenage love of Shakespearean dramas (except Romeo and Juliet that play is stupid) is to blame.
I need to stop worrying and enjoy my life again.