In attempt to move on and get something done today I am gong to share the jumble in my head.
Thank goodness I work in an office full of woman...they don't care if I cry. Why are all my clothes so freaking bright? I hate my hair today!! Why do I keep listening to sad music...its not helping me at all. Should I buy something new to wear to the funeral? My head hurts maybe I should get that MRI. Is it to early to add rum to my soda? Is it to early for soda? My mom just texted me...what does she want? I have a feeling I am not getting any work done today. I wish it would rain. My car is dirty. I have to make a fruit salad...I dont like fruit salads. Tomorrow is going to be a rough day. Funerals are sad family reunions.
Just a few of the weird thoughts I have had in the last few minutes.
Thank you for all your support, kind words and prayers over the last few days. They have meant a lot to me.
Grief is a strange process. It brings on confusion and disorganization. I hope things begin to lift for you. I'm sorry for your loss.
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Thank you Nicole. Its been a long week I am hoping to start getting back to normal...whatever that is.
DeleteHope you can get some quiet time and give yourself some kindness.
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Thank you Michelle
DeleteBig hugs to you girl. Losing a loved one is never an easy thing to get through. Feelings and emotions become a roller coaster caught in a tornado.
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