Where has the time gone?
I knew it had been awhile.
I just did not realize how long it had been since I have written anything.
That might explain that weird frantic unsatisfied feeling I have had recently. I have been unsettled and frustrated with the world....which are normal feelings for me but have been strangely strong lately.
Today I thought I would share something and discovered I have not written anything since JANUARY!!!
I was a little shocked.
I know how it started I got sick...really sick twice in January. After 2 weeks of laying in bed wondering why I was being punished and plotting my revenge on the nasty little germs that were laying waste to me, I simply fell out of the habit of blogging.
And once the daily habit is gone it becomes a struggle and a nuisance to do it.
I thought about it a number of times (I really did)...I have even had funny things to share. Like planning The Ex-Wife/Friend's wedding and being her Maid of Honor. Or some very yummy recipes. Randoms musings and in case you missed the announcement last December I am engaged so I have a whole wedding to plan and plan and plan.
As the months wore on I got more and more agitated at everyone...I was angry and my Health Nut Sister pointed out often condescending and unkind. I don't like that part of my personality. I work hard on not letting that monster run amok in my life. And one of the ways I do that is be writing...its my outlet, therapy and release.
I also do yoga but haven't been doing that either.
I am back and hoping that this will help with my mental health once again.
My only question is what have you been doing for the last 5 months?