My BF Left Me For His Ex-wife

Yes...It’s true on Saturday evening The BF left me for his ex-wife. I was neglected in my time of need. I was desolate and all alone and had control of the TV remote.

So maybe he didn't really leave me.

Maybe he just went with his ex-wife  (my friend) and his kids to go to a Monster Truck Event.

Maybe it was his son's B-day and his son wanted to go to the event

And maybe he asked me if I wanted to go with them and I said HELL NO.

So maybe he asked his ex-wife to go with him and the kids because it was a birthday thing.

Maybe just maybe I am being a bit over dramatic.

And it is very possible that I was OK with him taking the ex-wife to the Monster Truck Event.

Picture BF sent me from Monster truck

Even though the entire time he was gone I didn't get any texts unless I initiated them, and then all I get is a picture and OK response.

And this bizarre spark of possessiveness has nothing to do with the stupid dream I had Thursday night and the text conversation I had with him the next morning about the dream...OK maybe it does have something to do with that dream and conversation.

• Me: Oooohhhh I'm so mad @ u. I had a dream about u & u were not behaving well.
• BF: OK what was u doing?
• Me: Not me u were being bad & I dnt mean naughty bad...i dreamt we were @ ur wedding (not 2 me) & b4 the ceremony you kept trying to get me alone (no idea why i went) so you could make out w/me. I asked why ur getting married 2 her if u wnt 2 b w/me & u said I dnt know why I'm marrying her then u tried 2 kiss me...i tld u i dnt kiss married men & walked off 2 sit in a church pew & wait 4 the ceremony
• BF: Ok that doesnt sound like me at all
• Me: Well thats what you did & i woke up all broken hearted
• BF: it was a dream dear just let it die as one
• Me: I know & there were several things in that dream you would nvr do it just seemed so real
• BF: and if it really happened you would not go to the wedding
• BF: sorry I still love only u
• Me: I love u
• BF: xoxoxo have a good day @ work

And I am not jealous he left me to go with his ex-wife but I was sick and needy and felt momentarily abandoned when he left. Then I got hungry and wanted someone to get me food only no one was there to care for me. And then he didn't text me and normally I wouldn't have cared but I was taking to much cold medicine and was feeling discarded.

 It’s good he doesn’t read my blog!!!